Monday, November 18, 2013

Keeping My Head Up

Good afternoon.

Well, another Monday has come! Today has been quite busy for me. Mac is on duty. His last duty day before he goes on leave :). I saw the Rheumatologist today. ( He hopefully may find why I have a few things wrong that I have.)

I'm not sure I like his personality. I mean I understand why he is the way he is, I think. He asked me a bunch of family history questions.  This doctor also used terms I didn't really know. If I didn't answer questions right away he would ask them again. Granted he is the first, well second now, to truly show he is looking to find the answers. He also went through some exams like making me bend over, bending my knees, feeling my senses on my hands and ankles.  The doctor closed the appointment with, "There definitely is something wrong, we are just unclear what right now. These labs may help." (As he handed me a prescription paper with 13 different labs). & Told me to have them done as soon as possible.

So what do I do, I drive to Langley and have all 13 labs done then. Almost all 13 were drawn from the same arm. But near the last 4 my vain wasn't having anymore; the tech had to switch arms. After all the labs were done, I felt extremely weak. So I have been taking it slow since.

Now I wait...........

(results in a few weeks)

Friday, November 15, 2013


In a relationship communication is key. Last night Mac and I chatted about how I was feeling. Granted he got on me for waiting so late. But I'm hoping things will change. I may be a different type of woman but I still am a woman and still want to hear things. I also don't mind the video games but when it's constant, like he is physically there but not mentally.  After we talked, I began to feel better so I'm hoping for the best :).

Tonights a duty night. lovely right? Well his leave starts soon, so I may go MIA for a little.

Remember, people aren't mind readers so if you are feeling some way you need to let that person know or else they won't know. Simple as that :).

Sorry short blog today. I will have longer blogs once my life picks back up again haha.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013


Well, everyone says readjusting is rough. I know see why that can be. Shortly before mac got home he received a package. This package was the Call of Duty Ghost.  Well, now I don't know. I'm glad he enjoys playing it, & I'm trying to give him his space. But something doesn't feel right. Me I rather just turn the game off and spend time with him.

Don't get me wrong we did spend sometime together before he started playing it. But now in his free time That's what it is.... Call of Duty. I wouldn't be so bothered by this but something happened today that has pushed me a bit to feel this way. Today after we got back from errands and what not, he started the game. Ok fine, so I decided to visit a friend down the street. His response was where, why, and when will I be home. I get that he is loving and caring ok, but you're playing a game I really don't want to watch. Well, I went; I wasn't even gone two hours. I come home to a disgusted look on his face...... Maybe he is drained from the game. I don't know. Honestly, I don't really know how he is truly. I ask.

When I ask I get yeah, I'm alright. So I don't push anymore. Don't get me started on cleaning.........

Time for me to get back in the groove doesn't help that I'm just not in the mood. I prefer to lay around and just lay there then do anything right now. Hopefully things will change come his soon approaching leave.

Well I will post again soon. Staying positive and hoping it's just hormones making me feel this way :)

Saturday, November 9, 2013


Well, I welcomed home the love of my life November 7th! I'm extremely happy he is home. The first night I woke up constantly just making sure he was still there. Don't get me wrong, I am so happy he is home, but it was weird to have him back. I enjoyed it! Now, it's time for us to catch up on things we missed :) but here are some pictures from our homecoming more to come!!!

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Homecoming is coming....

The Kearsarge Amphibious Ready Group comprised of USS Kearsarge, USS San Antonio and USS Carter Hall will return to Norfolk, Virginia Beach and Camp Lejeune after an 8-month deployment. Kearsarge Arg To Return Home
Well, it's finally here! 8 months later and an homecoming.  I'm so anxious. I don't have much to write about in this blog because I don't want to give too much information. Also, I don't want to give information out that may be a "surprise" for Mac. So stay tuned for the blog about homecoming after it happens :).